Cast Your Cares

I perform what might be considered a ritual every time I visit the ocean. I walk up to the waterline, immerse my feet in the tide, and block out any activity around me.

I stand there, just the waves and myself. Taking it in, the never ending, always changing constant of the waves. And in one exhale, I throw every problem and worry and sadness as far as I possibly can beyond the horizon.

And I leave them there. Allowing them to drift away further and further from where I stand. I know eventually they will return, sometimes like a message in a bottle to remind me of where I came from, sometimes smoothed down and easier to carry.

The next morning I awake to the sunrise and allow it to renew me. I rest. I absorb every ounce of strength that the ocean displays.

I am learning to live as though this ocean to let go of what hurts me is always with me, there to comfort me and tell me that I don’t have to carry the burdens of life.

I think this is what God means when He tells me to be still and know that He is with me. That he is the neverending, always changing constant waves to wash away my troubles.

So I can turn the next page in this season and see what He has for me.

Cast Your Cares

Beach Therapy

I bring something different every time I come to the ocean. Sometimes I am weighed down by depression. Sometimes I am uneasy with anxiety. There is also the occasional peaceful time in life.

But every time the ocean is the same. The muffled roar of waves reminding me of what is constant in life.

My favorite time to come to the ocean is nighttime or early morning hours. When I am there to sit alone with the reflecting moon and stars and miles of sand without a soul around.

It is a continual practice of calming my spirit, the absolute feeling of being alone but never feeling lonely. I try my hardest to capture this feeling, to take back a semblance of this peace in my life.

The ocean and I relate. Like old friends. When it is just the two of us, I am reminded of how my emotions are always there, crashing to the surface. Meeting the boundaries of the shore, the waves of feeling know their limits.

I leave changed. The problems dragging me down somehow feel smaller. The worries don’t matter anymore. All my emotions know their place. Balance is restored.

Beach Therapy